One thing is certain
Fairy tales do not exist
But I still believe

One thing is certain
Fairy tales do not exist
But I still believe
Will you come with me?
Beyond the mountains and stars
Into the next life
Even the hardest
And grayest deserves to be
Admired sometimes
I wish I never
Remembered that one good time
Out of all the bad
It was forbidden
I was just falling in love
With someone different
There are no deep roots
In this place we once called home
The roses have dried
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The buds have wilted
In the bed where we made love
No sunshine nor rain
It will be all right
When we let the winds take us
Along for the ride
I grab another
Six pack, gin and grapefruit juice
It numbs the feelings
I’m sorry for this.
Mama never said it would be easy.
Believe me.
I wrestle with inner demons every day.
Racing to find the right words to say.
I hate myself. I despise my truth.
The worst part is losing you.
If I died today
Would you miss our secret place?
Would you miss my face?