You were right
I can’t bear leaving you
Simply can’t get enough
Today
I woke up to a world
Of endless sparkling possibilities
Right outside my window
Silence has always been a necessity
For me
Like water
Like breathing
Like love
I crave the stillness and the abandonment of the open air
To release my mind and let it run free
Without any judgment or chains
Nor red eyes staring down upon me
Just a wandering imagination
And the freshness of unlimited possibilities
Smile through the tension
They do not know courtesy
There is no exit
Such a trying time
To live amongst hateful smiles
Hope is not lost yet
We refuse to die
From bleeding fragmented hearts
Kiss me back to life
Slowly the revelation hits
Lovely egotistic illusions waning
And the compassion churns inside
Got me feeling
Things I try to deny
Things I try to hide
Like a butterfly with a stressed wing
I’m trying to fly
Like turbulent waves
I can’t sit quietly
And watch the seconds turn into days
How dare we attempt to just lay and watch it pass us by…
Caught me crying in the corner
Caught up in my feelings
I’m all up in my feelings
Screaming at the ceiling
I thought you loved me
So why did you let me go?
I thought you were sorry, honey
So where is the show?
Caught me in tears, erratic
I’m so damn dramatic
Love is sick, it’s problematic
I can barely speak
Gasping for second chances
I forgot we’ve already had 4-6 dances
The roof is on fire, burning oak
I’m overheating, bleeding hearts will make you croak
Should just run my sorry a$$ a hot bath
I need to soak
Caught up in my feelings
I thought you loved me, so why did you let me go?