Terrain

Silence has always been a necessity

For me

Like water

Like breathing 

Like love

I crave the stillness and the abandonment of the open air

To release my mind and let it run free

Without any judgment or chains

Nor red eyes staring down upon me 

Just a wandering imagination 

And the freshness of unlimited possibilities 

9:45 am

Slowly the revelation hits

Lovely egotistic illusions waning

And the compassion churns inside

Got me feeling

Things I try to deny

Things I try to hide

Like a butterfly with a stressed wing

I’m trying to fly

Like turbulent waves

I can’t sit quietly

And watch the seconds turn into days

How dare we attempt to just lay and watch it pass us by…

 

Caught Up (in my feelings)

Caught me crying in the corner

Caught up in my feelings

I’m all up in my feelings

Screaming at the ceiling

I thought you loved me

So why did you let me go?

I thought you were sorry, honey

So where is the show?

Caught me in tears, erratic

I’m so damn dramatic

Love is sick, it’s problematic

I can barely speak

Gasping for second chances

I forgot we’ve already had 4-6 dances

The roof is on fire, burning oak

I’m overheating, bleeding hearts will make you croak

Should just run my sorry a$$ a hot bath

I need to soak

Caught up in my feelings

I thought you loved me, so why did you let me go?