I learned my lesson
Too typical to call it a blessing
Wiped your tears out of your bathroom sink
Mistaken, clearly missed the discrepancies
I have been held up in a sweet flippant fantasy
Touch me, squeeze me, pretend that you need me
A fixture, a perfect picture
Twisted into a shallow codependency
Hand me my bag
Give me my shoes
Is that my watch on the dresser?
I’ll grab that too
Broken heels hitting the pavement
Among lost strangers
Singing the Love Street Blues…
Caught me crying in the corner
Caught up in my feelings
I’m all up in my feelings
Screaming at the ceiling
I thought you loved me
So why did you let me go?
I thought you were sorry, honey
So where is the show?
Caught me in tears, erratic
I’m so damn dramatic
Love is sick, it’s problematic
I can barely speak
Gasping for second chances
I forgot we’ve already had 4-6 dances
The roof is on fire, burning oak
I’m overheating, bleeding hearts will make you croak
Should just run my sorry a$$ a hot bath
I need to soak
Caught up in my feelings
I thought you loved me, so why did you let me go?
Time has caught up
Clinging on to my trousers
No more escaping the seconds that have turned into hours
Toss me into your bed of neon painted flowers
I swear by a love that’s creeping into my lungs
Greater than silly hugs & kisses
More than cooking & sharing dirty dishes
Shooting stars and midnight wishes, nothing will compare
I fall for the tiniest of moments: hold my clammy hand, you play with my curly hair…
Love that’s love was love and will forever be the love you know and love, and once it happens, you’ll know cuz it’s love
Promises are extinct
Burn those fairytale pages
Let them go…
La, la, la
We’ll rebel in the freedom of sweet uncertainty and happy accidents
Fireworks in your eyes
The floor gives way beneath me
We float through a black crystal sky
The best part about kissing under the moon, is waiting for the butterflies to propel us into shooting stars.
Lets not say goodnight just yet
Damn me, I’ve lost my sight
Of what’s true and desired
Giving up is easy, when you fear the fire
No crying ourselves to sleep tonight
I’d rather walk ten miles in the cold
We lay together in a bed, alone
No longer touching or holding
No longer dreaming on your shoulder
We fuss in an empty room
With nothing to hold on to
Howling and shrieking into the depths
Of madness and foolish plight
Broken and dragging each other down
I don’t wish for this to be our last night
If you tell me it is, I’d rather spend it by your side
Wipe my tears and kiss my lips
Hold me tight, and whisper blurred promises in my ear
We’ll make believe we are flying higher than ever
Through the rest of this night…
In this darkest night
A sadistic world with fiery caves
Banshees scorching the clouds
Reptiles with gargantuan appetites
In this rapturous plight
Our love will conquer everything
Rescued you from a hell
Far from home
Rescued you from a deep red sea
Adrift in fear
Stripped cold
Stranded alone
But, we shalt not drown
I feel the heat rise underneath
As we escape
Burning bridges, and slices of death
An inferno flaming beneath
Searing bones chest deep
Our magic will wake the dead
An eruption from a vicious sleep
Hold me tight
Squeeze me till my last breath
Uplifts you out of this evil pit
Dive into my tiger’s eye
Kiss me hard for this last time
Hard till you taste my soul
Imprison me within your heart
Until we reunite on the other side
I created streams of pinot down your eggshell wall
Forgot the buns in the toaster, waiting for your call
I eat ice-cream in your bed because it gets me sticky n’messy
This headache screams you strayed again. Fuck’r wants to test me.
Stretched out. Entangled in your “day after” vanilla sheets
Plowing fists into the headboard provides no relief
I insanely burst at how playing the fool can sting
I howl at a cheating moon that no longer sings
As I scribble this lyric across your back wall mural
A line so insanely wicked, you will stumble upon as a bit serial
I’ll stab my i’s and slit my t’s
Bludgeon the “F“, and drag the tail on the “y” until it bleeds
Puffin smoke. Such a sexy bloke.
These lips now spit fire. I hope you choke.
Soul shaking through. Hoping you’ll return soon.
I’ve got some thing bloody wicked
…something wicked for you….
Good Morning
I missed your pretty face
Touch of your curvy waist
Tell me you feel the same
Don’t turn away
I’m stuck in loving thoughts
Plum cherry lips
Plumped- pucker up
Undress me with your emerald eyes
I like the way you stare
Blueberry wavy hair
Admire how your coco freckles lie
I salute them from collar to sculpted back
Remembering your marvelous mystique
Statuesque physique. Strong. Soft. Hard. Tight. Open.
I tease. You exhale the scent of an ocean breeze
I pedal down your side. Detour your thighs and melon bottom
Dipping into sweet musk and daisies…
I swear I’ve done this before. Rode until I was broken and sore. This carousel. Another ride lost. Would hop on and twirl. Straddle all night until my seat caught fire and turned to dust. Spin spin. A ballerina on a hot rod. Vision blurry. Hearts throb. Speeding so fast, I fumble into your wicked pod.
Ouch. I got an ouchie. Fell on my head. Whipped lips bleed. Hips slouchie. Crashed hard. Bruised and scarred. I just want to cry. Cry cry baby. Let me be your cry baby. I can’t help but cry, baby. Ever seen a man sob like a baby?
Mama warned me. She knew this wouldn’t work. Truth be told. I fein the thrill. To chase the shadows where love and pain lurk.
Release my hand. Dust the clovers from my waist. Tears have dried. I looked to your sunshine. Now I can’t bear your face. Round and round in the same space. I dreamed of shooting stars. Silly me, carousels don’t fly. Spun me along with no glittering cloud in sight.
You promised me fuckn’ nine.
When the night draws to a close
Promise you’ll press rewind
You trace of vanilla bean
And, I take you into me
My sweet honey bear
Come inside
Coco mist in the air
My lips burn fire
Love Notes and Dirty Dishes 